Collage

About collage, it definitely wasn't fun at all, for me at least. It has not been long since I started collage and I'm already feeling the pressure and stress. I expected foundation to be a kinda relax course but I was definitely wrong. Already had quiz for few subject and I did not do well. Like all of a sudden, all the assignment come to me in a package. About this, I don't even know where and which to start first. Everyone is like saying " welcome to the collage life "

I guess night like this would happen very often in the future and I really dislike this. Guess what ? I'm already missing my high school life so much like I really mean it. I never thought one day I would actually said this like what most of my senior did but finally here am I saying this after knowing the true colours of collage life. Actually it can be quite fun without the existence of those stupid assignments that are jamming up my brain in the middle of the night. It's like sucking up my brain juice and my brain goes shut down automatically. I have no idea how long do I need  to adapt to this new lifestyle without thinking " can I just die instead of doing this " ?

Despite these assignments, others are still fine to me and I'm happy with it.

Valentine's day

This valentine's day, I definitely had a great one although there's still small little stuff that ruined my mood but it's all alright now. Received 1 rose in school from nick Alexander & 1 more rose from someone I don't know. Still thanks to them who made my day too. :) 

Of course, all thanks to someone, you know who you are, the one and only one idiot I've ever met. You definitely made my valentines day a great & memorable one. So touched by all your actions. 

Valentine's gift bought by you. The chocolate is so nice, it's even in a heart shape. How sweet is that. I appreciate it a lot . I hope you had a great valentines too. ☺️

Form 5's sad life

Form 5 this year & I swear it's a sad life for me. Not allowed to hang out with friends during holidays or weekends but to stay home study. What an interesting life right? 

Having a bunch of adventurous friends are the best. You can travel around doing things with all your good friends. Like me, having bunch of friends that are adventurous & basketball freaks. With them, we went to many places & went through many things together. Sadly, my parents are really close minded unlike some of them. Since it's my spm this year, they just wanted to bend me from all my basketball activities so I can concentrate on my study. I don't think this will even help. It's just basketball, it's not like I'm going party or what. This is just sad. Really sad. 

They looked up and found AND1 competition located in Penang during May. They asked coach to sign up for us. Most of them had already confirmed that they're allowed to go but me. It's during the holiday. I wanted to go so badly but because of their close minded thinking, I couldn't. What a sad life. I hope I wouldn't be left out after they came back from Penang with lots of fun story. 

Can't understand why my parents just can't have open minded thinking? Is it even that hard? And please don't put high hopes on me getting full A's. Also I hope I'll get full A's but the possibility is just very low. No pressure please. I'll do my very best anyhow. 

14/365

Today is a public holiday, never expected to go out for shopping anyway. Suprisingly mom woke me up early & told that we're going out to shop. Went to bukit tinggi to shop because it's not that crowded. Never get to shop much there tho cause clothes there didn't suit my style & of course because my dad was there. Still there's a few shop I did not get to check out, definitely gotta check out again. Wanting to buy a nice dress & a slim cut jeans. Hope I'll get what I want for Chinese New Year. 

Selfie Tuesday ! ☺️

So Aaron Yan is coming on a Asia tour in KL on 25th of January. Really wanted to go since I'm a fan of him but I haven got the chance to ask from my parents yet. I still have not been to a concert tho. Hope I'll get that chance to attend his concert. His songs are amazing. :) 

9/365

As days passes, I'm feeling that being in this class isn't really as bad as I first thought. Knowing some new friends in this class now made me think that this class wasn't that bad after all. I'm glad I could think this way! Btw, this is the ever first day that I felt that my class is fun to hangout with, I don't know why but I just felt that. I guess it's a good start for me. Hope this good feeling come along all the way till 2014 ends. :)  

Got my form4 sejarah paper 3 today, it's really unbelievable that I actually got 100 for my sejarah although it's paper 3. My first ever 100 in my secondary school. Gosh, I'm just too happy, can't even describe how happy am I. And still all thanks to someone that lend me his book, this definitely helped out a lot. Although it's the past already but I'm still happy for what I did. Hehe ☺️

1st day of school

Well, first day of school wasn't really that bad but it's still ain't good. For me, being in that class is super stressful. How should I get over this year? Teachers that teach this class are definitely much better than science 6 but they're like giving so much stress. It's just the first day of school & there's already honework for us to do. That's just cruel. Faces from my class are those who study super well & having such a smart brain. I just feel so stupid compare to them tho. Luckily there's still a few of good friends there with me. Hope my year 2014 would go well too ! :D 

Spent my last day of 2013 with this crazy girl, Janet. Definitely had a great time with her. 365/365 ✔️

4 science 6

Honestly, after knowing that I'm not in the same class with them next year literally ruined my mood yesterday & it was my mom's birthday. I knew this wasn't really a big thing but this just makes me hate 2014 from the very beginning. Knowing that my friends are still remaining in the same class & I'm sure they're gonna have a lot of fun without me. :( I still can't get over it that I don't even have a girl close friend sitting next to me. But of course I still have good friends that changed with me but most of all them are boys. No one's gonna talk to me in class while I'm bored, accompany me to the toilet or just an excuse to get out of the boring class. I really just hope they can rearrange the name list when school reopen. 

I swear I'll miss 4 science 6 so much & I swear I'd super good times with all my classmates in 4 science 6. Even tho I'll be in 5 science 5 next year, I know 4 science 6 will always be irreplaceable for me. Hope to spent my last year of high school well too. <3

It's the second last day of 2013 already, 30th of December. Time really flies, it's already end of the December & it's a new year for us already. Just imagine, all the things you've gone through no matter good or bad in school with all your lovely classmates that bring you enjoyable moment in class together. Memories definitely made in 4 science 6. ☺️